Ok women, i need your help with this girl i like kindaaa. please help (long question) i tried shortening?

Sorry I am not a female, but i will still answer - the reason to attend Church is to honor God and worship Him, not all this junk you are concerned about....also, a Christian would not use the foul language you write about at the end of your question....concentrate on God and all that He gives to you, and less on one female among the millions on this earth