Haven't left home in 3 weeks...anxiety?

sounds like agoraphobia. the ativan is OK for acute relief but once you find the right SSRI, tricyclic, or MAOI and the right dose you will feel much better. it takes time to get your medicine right but once they do everything will feel right in the world again. just be patient, give it time, and have faith in your psychiatrist (and listen to your doctor in the meantime)